If you are one of my 11 readers, you know that I haven’t made many new posts for a long time. I used to have thousands of readers but I feel like I’ve lost my voice. So naturally, I’ve lost readers. When I started this site, it wasn’t a blog, I had a lot to say, lots of things I wanted to share with women. I don’t know… these days I feel like there are thousands of blogs out there with young women writing about all the things I’ve already said in years past and they are working hard to make money on their blogs. That is a very good thing. I am all for women doing things they love to do.
But what that has meant for me is kind of bittersweet. I love the fact that young women are taking a greater interest in home and family. However, I sort of feel like I’ve been pushed to the side in favor of newer, younger, more hip, flashier, more helpful sites. I guess that’s ok too. So I don’t know that I have anything left to share.
I just don’t know.
My life has changed so much in the past 10 years. This time of my life seems so foreign. I am aging and my body proves that to me daily. But I am a writer so I feel drawn to write, I just am not sure right now what I have to say.
My radio shows were so much fun and I loved getting to talk to people about homesteading and homemaking but they eventually got to be way too time consuming. And stressful. I may go ahead and do some more shows later on but for now I like the break.
Some things I do know:
I still want to write.
There are still interesting things I want to explore in life.
I love seeing my children get older and be on their own.
I really love getting to grow older with my husband of 34 years.
God is in control and I want to honor Him in all I do.
If you are a regular reader, I hope you’ll hang in there with me as I look for my writing voice. If you just happened to stop by, I hope you’ll not give up on me either but come back periodically and see where I am in this journey.